Can't be bothered with myself !

Don't understand why I'm so lazy .

HAHA .

Try my best to upload every events from next week on ....
I must be lying =X

Sometimes I wish I were back to the times when I fasinated with ,

toycars & barbie dolls .

Having the naive mind which plot no harm ...

Wonderful .

After all these years I finally admit to the possibility of romance

& look who inspires it .

The man who broke my heart .

Tooth fairy ,

i always believe in 'em .

I always thought they were real .

Until last year ,

when i was being mocked at for beliving .

If there really are ,

grant me a wish for beliving ,

i already know what i want .

Beloved Haoxue's birthday !



























The crazyness with my classmates !

JAPAN TRIP ;









Funny ah ?!



Crepe is yummy luhs !



This this this hair dye , freaking cheap !

These are only part of some i've bought ..

These are both mum and I contributions =)







They look real aren't they ?



Cigarettes in vending machine , cool eh ?

Lil bro is sitting on cupboard chair ..

This makes me think of Gfriend immediately !

Greentea&vanilla iceeeeeee-cream !

On the way to Disney land ..

Admission ticket to Disneyland !



Look carefully the mickey shuttle is so damn cool !





Lil bro enjoying his curry popcorn .. Special ?

Who needs a dentist ?



SNOW WHITE & 7 DWARF =DD














This ride is so fun , suddenly drop from a high level .












































Dirty lil bro digging his nose ~













Poor mum is sick on bed .

This is how my bro will spend time doing in hotel .

MICKEY !

Stitch cookies .

Bought it for S240 + i think its worth ;)

SAMANTHA THAVASA ;

Hello kitty bubble gums .





Dont get the wrong idea , its actually jellly . HA .

They've got beautiful scenery in Jap !

Mum and Dad .





This is my family .
Its been so so long that we've spending time together ,
their images almost fading away .
I'm happy with this trip ,
i used to hate my father ,
hate him for giving me up when i was in pri 3 ,
i got the last position in the best class .
From then , our relationship drifted .
Blame myself for being stupid ,
but i wasn't fair that my brothers aren't as clever as i do but still get the love more than i had .
Why ?
I hated him for beating me up very badly ,
i never talk to him ,
i never like talking to him .
I stilll remember from my memory that my father never had grey hair on this scalp ,
not even one .
Now then i realised so many of them ,
he is ageing ,
i didn't know how to show that i wanted to care .
Its been so long ever since i looked at my dad closely .
There's somehow a gap .
I wanted a family close like others .
It might never happen ,
I'm such a bitch .
Spend money like they printed them .
I shouted at mum ,
she cares but i feel annoyed .
AND
My 2 adorable brothers ,
said all cutest things you can ever imagine ,
yet i shouted at them ,
vent anger at them ,
I'm guilty abt it .
I never loved them or i din't know how to .
I'm sorry .

People miss me right ??
Hees .
I am currently using the Hotel's computer .
Cool eh ?
The weather here is windy ,
just like air con . Lol .
Guess how unlucky can i be ?
Got sick when i arrived here ,
and now my mum fell ill too .
So haven done much shopping .
Tmr and the day after going to Disneyland then Disneysea .
Cool eh ?

I tried to msg you people ,
but i've lack of credit .
Sian .
so i manage to blog and let you all know that I'm fine .
Hees .
I miss my 6 sisters & 1 mummy !

Sometimes it doesn't need much effort to hurt me .
Response and expression could ripe me apart .
This is how fragile I can be .
Retreat would be the best choice ,
I am afraid to love .

Hey people ! Suddenly can update le !
There's still more to come =)



























































































Tobecontinue...

Eh ?
How do i upload pictures ?
WTH luhs ?!
I think i didnt use comp for way too long .
I think I'll pass my pictures to LinYong ask her help me upload .
People so so sorry !

ANDAND !!
I'm flying to Japan this Sat !
PEOPLE MUST MUST MISS ME K !?

I knew it would happen .
I'm easily forgotten ,
and saying sorry to me its like throwing second insult at my face .
I hope you have some self conscious .
you never gave me any good impression all along .
You should know who you are .
You're such a let down .

2othJULY'09

So it was ytd that I went alone all the way down to Toa Payoh Polyclinic for my dental appointment ,
then I wasn't 18 and needed parents presence .
Too bad both my parents were busy working their heads off ,
so I left with no choice but to ga back and can have the treatment done today .
I was given the so-called 'consent form' for either of my parents to fill in so there's no need for me to trouble them in my next visit .
My next appointment is next week 28JULY'o9 ,
Tuesday , 4 in the noon .
People who doesn't bear to see me going alone ,
please volunteer yourself to accompany me =D

When I reach the MRT station ,
this sudden desire strike me ,
shop for things ,
as it has been so long since I went shopping .
Felt this urge then without delay I thought of going AMK hub which is nearer .

Here come the cutest part ,
I took the wrong MRT which lead me to Orchard ,
I only realise when I reach .
So I change my mind,
I went Orchard instead .
I felt it so strange when people who board in the same train as I am ,
were all formally dressed .
Well , how pathetic can i be ?

Then i walked over to FarEast ,
then realised shops hadn't start their business yet ,
stupidly thinking it might be public holiday .
The securityguard stationed ouside looked at me ,
I knew something was wrong ,
that was me going too early in the moring ,
at that time it was only 1o + .
Felt ashame ,
I leaft headed to the opp side ,
where there's Mac .

Looking at women who dressed elegantly to work ,
makes me think of grilfriend immediately .
Remembering what girlfriend was impress of them ,
and i have faith that she'll soon be one of them =DD
Sat down alone after ordering a large cup of Doubble Chocolate .
To relax myself and pass time .
With a growling belly I cant go off to buy myself a breakfast ,
as i didn't to go with the drink in my hand
(which I think it seems stupid)
or to leave the drink on the table .
Feeling embarrassed ,
I gave ytd's breakfast a miss .

The silly me doesn't how to react ...
If it happen that I'll be alone for the night ,
I'd sure get myself down to some bar ,
with a fine , dry martini .
ONLY IF ...

At that point of time ,
I missed my sisters !
All the SIX !

After an hour ,
MANGO is open .
This was my first shop for the day .
Grabbed a white tunic then thinking of heading back to FarEast .

Walking in the underpass ,
I lead myself to the wrong direction ,
arrived at WeeLock .
There was this attraction that pulled me into the bookstore
and got myself 2 books [=
That cause me $48 !
Aiming for the next book ,
James Patterson's ,SwimSuit .

When I reach FarEast ,
I walked into Zimple ,
got myself a yellow tube dress .
which I planned to wear on my birthday .
Straight I went over to the shop filled with heels and chose a very very high heel for myself .
Its so irresistable .

Getting abit exhuasted ,
as I woke up early in the morning .
Then finally decided to leave Orchard .
Then back to Yishun ,
i walked pass SooKee ,
being attracted to this very lovely diamond ring ,
LOVITA .
It cost $199 after 7o%discount ,
its fairly cheap which I'd to own it .

Finally ,
I dragged my heavy and restless body back home and had a long nap .

My first experience shoppping alone ,
being independent .
It feel so unreal ,
Mummy would be so proud of me .

In the night I met Yanntorng , Sandy , Haoxue & Yanfen !
Went Pasa Malam to buy gf and my fav cheese tofu .
Then gf cheated me tgt with Hx as Hx pulled me aside .
Then my lovely GIRLFRIED did the lovliest thing i ever imagined !
She bought my fav fav fav Tutu kuay !
Hees .
So touched can ?
She knew I would want to eat .
HAHAHAS !
I didn't bear to eat can ,
then that bitchy Hx so greedy ,
I gave her only 3/4 of only one tutu =D
Cunning right ?

Then in the middle of the night I called MUMMY ,
talked for hours .
She a big gossip queen lehs , donn siao siao hor .
Still dare to blame me .
Then keep laughing at me .
So stupid .
Mummy i love you very much too la !!
Hees .
And remember I'm your promoter .
Love you bitch <3

To my SIX sisters ,
I miss all of you ,
I love the every single one of you .
YANNTORNG GET WELL SOON !

Every night when I look at your sweet and endless goodnights msg ,
I read them repeatly .
You didnt know .

Hi everybody . I'm Chin Fang Ying's mother ! This stupid girl is lazy to blog so i'm helping her to type nonsense now . She's eating cup noodles now . & we're gossiping like some retarded bitches . She ah , got alot of cock to say one . Make me also become like one cockster . Nb . Lol ! We're on e' fone for 3hrs + alrdy & still gossiping . & nowwwwwwwwwww my hp is hot like a pan cake . Idk what to blog alrdy . I know i very love her can alrdy . Hahahaha ! Muacks muacks muacks <3

Oh ya & her bday coming . She ask me to tell everybody dn't forget . I think i'll be e' first one to forget . I'll purposely sleep late late on that day of her bday . & she ask me why i am laughing when i type this post . I think when she saw this she'll kpkb .

Sayo . & I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVEEEEEEEEE CHIN FANG YING . LOOOOOOOL

Having super good appetite these days,
even girlfriend mention it .
Isn't that a good sign ?
I cant bear to see myself lossing anymore weight .
I'm aming for my desire weight which is 55kg ,
Im currently 43kg which is pathetic .

AND people ,
my BIRTHDAY is coming soon !
Don't try to pack your laguages and leave S'pore ,
[just like what girlfriend says]
I'm looking foward to it ,
just hope you people would be present .
That's all .

The upcoming BIRTHDAY would be Shan Yin's,
followed by Jack =D
I will update again after that ,
and with pictures that you people would be interested .
I'm real sorry for the past post which I've been delaying .

-
I miss the times you put me to sleep ,
it has been days .
Silly that i always thought you'll be there .

I'm so damn lazy to upload so so many pictures ,
so people please wait wait =D

So sorry man .

AND GIRLFRIEND stop nagging at me .

You're such a bitch , hees .

Sometimes when i look into your eyes ,

I knew you were lying ,

but I chose to let you get over with it .

And that respond would be in some perverse sense ,

a betrayal .

I felt that everything's miscellaneous ,
I couldn't figure it out nor think properly .

Meanwhile I'm having heavy and dreamless sleep ,

its so awful .

Trying very hard enunciating word carefully ,

making sure that you hear and understand every single word .

Wanted so much to wash all the deceptions and entanglements .

If only it had been so easy .

I know i could triumph over any woman in any circumstences .